This is 10 percent bored, 20 percent lazy
15 percent busy to post any entry
5 percent messy, 50 percent delay
And 100 percent procrastination throughout the day
15 percent busy to post any entry
5 percent messy, 50 percent delay
And 100 percent procrastination throughout the day
Hey, I did it! Hmm, I could might as well just take over Fort Minor.....just kidding! ( Dear Fort Minor fans, don't stare at me like that ) Well, that probably sums it up the condition of my life now too. I'm feeling so tensed up due to many many reasons. Do you ever feel like there is so much to do that you don't even know where to begin with? And finally you ended up doing nothing besides .... well, watching tv, sleeping, eating and going online for nothing? No? Fine, I guess its just me then...I need help! I need serious motivation to keep me going...I miss 5ST1 where the competition is always stiff and everyone is so worried about not finishing their homework. Ya, I know that souns pathetic... but deep down inside I really miss the environment! Its always the competition - mostly by Paul, Choo and Kar Hing - that keeps me motivated. And not forgetting Pn Yong that gives us stress every week with tonnes of homework. Gosh, I can't believe I'm saying this but I really miss her! I guess stress sometimes do help especially towards lazy people like me.... but now that everything is so peaceful, it's really weird but I must admit I'm rotting. As ironic as it sounds, that is the truth deep down from my heart. Sigh, nostalgia....
Anyway, more on stress next time because I don't plan to post a long entry today as there is school tomorrow ( I always say this but usually end up crapping a lot, lol so please bear with me dear readers ) Let's see...what else to talk about? O yah, recently I'm seriously addicted to a Taiwan singing competition called One Million Star a.k.a. 超級星光大道. I've learned a lot of things from this show, not just singing but also friendship and personalities. Well, maybe I'll post a special entry on this show some other time because as I said, I'm trying to keep this post short. Lol.
But there is this song that I must recommend to everybody here entitled 总在我身旁, which is sang by the top 10 contestants of the show. The song is so touching that I literally shed tears when I heard it the first time. I can sense a lot of jeers now.... what is wrong with a guy crying anyway? Bah, I don't care what people say about guys who cry being sissy because crying is just a feeling that every human have! I don't see anything wrong with crying to express my feelings. It's not like I'm crying for the wrong purpose anyway...when you are touched, you cry, as simple as that. What can I say? I'm a sensitive guy that is filled with emotions =). And don't you ever feel like you are instantly clicked with a song the first time you heard it? Well, apparently, this is one of those songs for me.The lyrics and melody is just so beautifully written. Anyway, I've already made it as my background song. Hope you guys will like it too. ^^ I'll just post the lyrics in the next post.
Finally, all I want to say is I've been doing some soul-searching lately. Well I'm not sure if it's considered 'soul-searching' but I've been thinking a lot lately before I go to sleep ( probably one of the reasons why I'm lacing of sleep ) Just general questions like what I'm going to be when I grow up or how is my life going to be like in the future. Don't get me wrong, I'm actually mature enough to not be thinking things like 'what to buy when I get rich someday' but rather questions that are more realistic. The process is really stressful and I try not to think about it but it just comes naturally all the time. I'll post on it if I actually succeed in it. In the meantime, I'll try my very best to stay relax and just have fun. Besides, that's what life is all about right? Having fun? Or is it? The human mind is really complex... well at least mine is.
Choppy,
-Nostalgic-
-Brainstorming-
-Slightly emo-fied-
Anyway, more on stress next time because I don't plan to post a long entry today as there is school tomorrow ( I always say this but usually end up crapping a lot, lol so please bear with me dear readers ) Let's see...what else to talk about? O yah, recently I'm seriously addicted to a Taiwan singing competition called One Million Star a.k.a. 超級星光大道. I've learned a lot of things from this show, not just singing but also friendship and personalities. Well, maybe I'll post a special entry on this show some other time because as I said, I'm trying to keep this post short. Lol.
But there is this song that I must recommend to everybody here entitled 总在我身旁, which is sang by the top 10 contestants of the show. The song is so touching that I literally shed tears when I heard it the first time. I can sense a lot of jeers now.... what is wrong with a guy crying anyway? Bah, I don't care what people say about guys who cry being sissy because crying is just a feeling that every human have! I don't see anything wrong with crying to express my feelings. It's not like I'm crying for the wrong purpose anyway...when you are touched, you cry, as simple as that. What can I say? I'm a sensitive guy that is filled with emotions =). And don't you ever feel like you are instantly clicked with a song the first time you heard it? Well, apparently, this is one of those songs for me.The lyrics and melody is just so beautifully written. Anyway, I've already made it as my background song. Hope you guys will like it too. ^^ I'll just post the lyrics in the next post.
Finally, all I want to say is I've been doing some soul-searching lately. Well I'm not sure if it's considered 'soul-searching' but I've been thinking a lot lately before I go to sleep ( probably one of the reasons why I'm lacing of sleep ) Just general questions like what I'm going to be when I grow up or how is my life going to be like in the future. Don't get me wrong, I'm actually mature enough to not be thinking things like 'what to buy when I get rich someday' but rather questions that are more realistic. The process is really stressful and I try not to think about it but it just comes naturally all the time. I'll post on it if I actually succeed in it. In the meantime, I'll try my very best to stay relax and just have fun. Besides, that's what life is all about right? Having fun? Or is it? The human mind is really complex... well at least mine is.
Choppy,
-Nostalgic-
-Brainstorming-
-Slightly emo-fied-
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