Exhaustion

I'm freaking sick, tired, exhausted, stressed-out, etc ..... up till yesterday. To start it off,

- I failed my driving test in the worst case scenario; I was barely 10 seconds away from passing it, but luck wasn't on my side - the engine died. So, that means I need to pay extra cash, spend more time, and skip school AGAIN just to take the crappy re-exam. Crap.

- And not forgetting my sore eye that has been bugging me since 7 February 2008. It has been so long and yet shows no signs of improvement. Anybody would have thought it's cancer by now. And over the past month, I had to bare with other people's not-so-funny jokes about me spying on people in the toilet. And God knows how much longer I have to bear with that. Crap.

- The Physics Olympiad Taining Camp is starting again next week and I am so not prepared for it. I have not even touch on a single chapter of physics, which means I'm most probably going to embarass myself in the camp next week. I'll have to miss school AGAIN for 1 week and it's going to take me forever to catch up on chemistry and maths. Crap.

So, you see, yesterday was not a very good day at all. In fact, I think it was one of the worst in my life. So, the most natural question one might ask himself is 'Why is my life so difficult?' Of course, like anybody else would, I asked myself the same question. I lie down on my bed to get some rest but instead finding myself tossing and turning, with all the 'Why me?' thoughts cramped in my brain. My brain was about to burst. I was almost on the edge of breaking down. Just then, I asked myself again 1 simple question, 'Why am I making my life so difficult?'

I guess it's just the matter of how we look at thing around us. I admit that I am looking at things, even the tiniest of things way too seriously. I'm also a super-duper pessimistic person, contrary to what most people think I am. So, I've decided to change how things work in my brain. For now, I can only say that the things I face today will make me a stronger person for tomorrow. Besides, without failure, there will be no success. Without sadness, there will be no happiness. Right?

Yesterday was a bad day. Today is a good day. Tomorrow will be better, for you and me. So, cheer up, everybody! ^^

Choppy,
-Glad-

Makeover

The group of 'ah pek' over at the 'bak kut teh' shop devouring over their rice as they speak; ah sam discussing it over cups of kopi-o and hot milo (for their children/grandchildren who waits impatiently, concerned only about the Sunday morning cartoons they are missing, completely oblivious towards the fiery discussion going on) at the local 'kopitiam'; Adults scattering everywhere, desperate to get a copy of today's newspaper which is almost sold out; and excited teenagers who decided to join the commotion as well by talking about it over a cuppa at Starbucks and Coffee Bean. Yes, the whole nation is talking about it, the Malaysia 12th General Election.

There was only 1 word that would describe this election: dramatic! It is said to be the worst-ever election performance from Barisan Nasional(BN) since Malaysia gained independence 50 years ago. Compared with the landslide victory of BN in the 2004 election, 2008 is truly a sombre year for BN. With the loss of 2/3 majority in the Parliament, what are the prospects for the future of Malaysia and BN? Not surprising though, with the numerous scandal involving BN in recent years, it is hard not to lose confidence towards the current government. But with the shocking triumph of the opposition in 5 states and its performance in the Parliamentary election, will things instead turn better for Malaysia?

Its kinda like when you are at mamak, watching football and Beckham misses a game-deciding penalty kick. Then, somebody from the back suddenly stands up and shouts 'My grandmother can kick better-lah!' Well, maybe his grandma really can perform better than Beckham, but maybe not. Who knows ? So, lets put his grandmother on the field and put that statement into test (No offence to any grandmas out there and Beckham though, lol) I bet nobody dares say that Beckham had never done any good in the field before (I don't think he is just famous for his good looks, right?) but it's true that his performance may deteriorate. So, what does the manager do? Gives him another chance for him to improve or replaces him with a grandma and hopes for the best? Well, its really a huge dilemma for the people.

Anyway, the votes are in and voices of the people had been heard. The winds of change are roaring and Malaysia will undergo a serious political makeover. Its nice to see that democracy is still very much alive in Malaysia and people still believe in their power. For better or for worse? Only time will tell.

p.s. I personally do not support BN or the Opposition because I do not believe in a corruption-free party. People are materialistic and greed is an elementary characteristic of mankind. So, please do not sue me, lol.

Choppy,
-Wondering-